a clip of inspiration

So as some people might know I am in hair school starting just this last Monday on the 26th.


Today this supposedly well known hair dresser came in as a guest speaker I guess you can say and It was a pretty kick-ass inspiration! 


For one, he was hilarious.
For two, he had the BEST sense of fashion I've ever seen in a guy. He had awesome hair ever. it kind of had this Nikki Sixx feel to it but not as gay looking. He had a plain white shirt that fit his body perfectly. He had these blue-grey pants with like white on it, It's hard to explain them. He had these loafer type shoes but they were boots and they looked AWESOME! Plus he had a lot of accessories like bracelets and watches and stuff... But best of all. He was way good at hair. He made everything that is extremely complicated look extremely easy.
and For three, he was inspirational...
While he was cutting one of the ladies hair as an example while he talked. He was talking about his life and his thoughts on different stuff and his philosophies. I can't type what he said and make it sound inspirational like he did with his voice and tone.


Over-all so far Beauty School is going great. Everyone I've met so far has been super nice. I really feel like I fit in there. I have confidence and hope that the whole year will be just as good and that I'll enjoy every bit of it. And I'm going in there with full confidence.


And thinking about that... I just remembered that blog I posted about Day9 earlier in the past at some point that I don't remember. Ever since that blog I've been fully confident in my self, I've not been self conscious at all. I've been open and loving to all people and as nice as I can be and it's been going great so far. I think it's been about a month or a little more being negative-free! I highly recommend trying it. If you have questions on what I do to stay so positive all the time go ahead and ask and I'll share all I do!

day9

I would just like to take a moment to give thanks to Sean Plott (day9).
Some might recognize him as a Starcraft 2 caster, entertainer, genius, pro player, teacher, or whatever else that's Starcraft related. I also recognize him as a huge inspiration.

There was a time a few weeks back where I was feeling stressed about work, money, schooling, my future, and just a lot of different things. I was just downright feeling down on my self. This was of course until I saw Day9 Daily #342.

In that video (or 3 part video I guess) fans asked him questions and he answered them. It's that simple. But he also said some stuff that inspired me to just be happy and be okay with all this stress.

Sean Plott has a degree in math. Someone once asked him "Why did you get a math degree?" and he simply just said "Because I like it" .. That's it.. That simple. That was the start of this whole inspiration thing. He then went on saying that whatever it is that you want to do make sure it's something you love to do and just do it. Don't give it a second thought like "Oh, what if it doesn't pay that much in the future or I don't like it" or whatever your doubts might be. If you like it then just do it. It's that simple. And that's one thing that I really respect about Day9. He takes life and enjoys it to the fullest. He makes everything as simple as it can possibly be.
Another person asked him a question that I can't remember but he went on to talk about stress and problems. (I think the question had something to do with his always-extreme happiness) He said that he looks at life and all of it's problems like it's a big gust of wind. Some people try to push against it, fight it, and they struggle to get through it. Day9 imagines himself poking a punch of holes in him self and just letting the wind flow through. All the stress, or problems that come he just let's it happen. Because if you don't just let it happen it's still going to be there no matter how much you fight it. Fighting it will just make it worse by putting strain on your self. Just let it happen.
That right there just made me open my eyes. It might not be as inspirational on text but the way he puts it and being able to see him say it with his expression is just extremely inspirational to me as you might imagine.

There was another question asking about one of his good friends "Cambria" if I'm spelling it right. They just asked about her and Day9 proceeded to talk about her. And the thought of her got him so emotional to the point of tears from what she means to him.
One day Sean was having a bad day. I forgot exactly what he said went on in this day but he was just having a horrible day. He ended up getting so stressed and mad that he just threw everything in his room and destroyed his room. He called up Cambria and told her everything that happened and all she said to him was "That's Okay" and that's it. When Day9 was telling everyone about her response after he told her everything that happened he just teared up saying how she is just so nice. She doesn't try to give him therapy. She doesn't try to talk him through it. She just understands him and tell him that it's okay.
So I guess some of my inspiration comes from her...? That inspired me to just try and be the nicest person in the world to everyone I can. I want to be a person that when someone thinks about something I did for them or just thinks about a certain thing that I did they tear up in pure positive emotion. I was so inspired that I want to be as big of an inspiration to other people as Day9 was to me.

So even though Day9 will probably never ever read this. I still just want to say...
Thank you Day9 for being who you are.

30 minutes is all it takes

This one just came to me. In less than 30 minutes I had it all written down. I think those are the best kinds.



You can pray for every moment
You can cry for what you left behind
You can saver every heartbeat
Or dream until the end of time
If your heavens burst
If your world burns down in flames
If you have no one around
Then there's none but you to blame
For all the things we thought impossible
For what we thought we'd never gain
For the dances in the sunlight
And all the kisses in the rain
So the times you feel of sorrow
Pretend they were never times at all
Because the next time they will meet you
Is if your burning down in hell

who doesn't love corny?

Some might know that yes, I love writing no matter what it is. Whether it be Poems, Songs, or just random stuff.

In this one I kind of tried a combination of stuff.

The inspiration came to me randomly one night. I was listening to the song "Bound To You" by Christina Aguilera and I just thought of something to write. So I paused the song, opened up word, and then started on it. I pretty much got it all down in 10 minutes. Plus another 30 minutes of revising and editing and trying to make it make sense.

I usually don't like to tell what my poetry is about. Most of the time they are very metaphoric. So that way, no matter who reads them (if anybody even does read em') Can kind of interpret it in their own meaning instead of me putting the meaning into their heads. For this one I did normal poetry but in the middle and end it has a part in quotation marks. I tried to emphasize that it was some one's thoughts or words in those parts. Of how they feel about stuff. And I kinda wrote this about one of those fucked-up high school relationships. Ya know, the good ol' "Oh my god! I'm 16 and I found the man I want to be with forever! (or vise versa) I love him/her so much!

then 2 weeks later they break up... I mean, sometimes they make it a month or half a year or something random. But sometimes even after high school everyone thinks that the person they with IS the one. When in fact that's not always true.

This is pretty much saying it takes time. You can't put the seeds in the soil, water it, and then at that moment say that your flowers are the most beautiful in the world. It needs time to grow and develope into what might become the most beautiful in the world.

...It's a bad analogy but just go with it

One touch, true love

Bound in a spell

Thinking to know, forgetting the smell

Of time, and truth

That it takes time to grow into beauty

One breath away

Doesn’t mean it’s all right

Two steps too close

Will have you holding too tight

“I’m holding on to this love

It’s one I finally trust

I am satisfied to have my only one”

“I’m as high as I can ever be

                Nothing will take it away

                I am meant for you

                I’m in love with you”

Too much, so young

Fighting through all the tears

Knowing to think could make it clear

There’s no one out there that can build the fire

That burns so deep and pure

Two breaths away

Feels like a thousand apart

Just one more tear

To drown a broken heart

“I’m holding on to this love

                It’s one I finally trust

                I am satisfied to have my only one”

“I’m so high, I will never fall

                Nothing will take you away

                I am meant for you

                I’m in love with loving you through all the fears

    All the lifetime I got to spend with you is coming near

                How far is the fall? How will I know when it’s love?”

I decided to end it there, right after that question.

But why is that? - as if someone might some day ask me...

Because that question. "How will I know when it's love?"

...No one can answer that question. Everyone has a different meaning and different feeling of what it is, what it feels like, or how you know it's there. All I know is that you will know when it's love... As corny as that sounds. But who doesn't love corny?

hottest guy ever?

"So who is one of the hottest guys ever?" Someone might ask me randomly.

My answer might very easily be Adam Lambert.

If I had to choose to marry any one guy it would be him. I mean look at that! It would be really hard to resist.

He has such an amazing voice. It has that rock n' roll feel to it that I love. He has that scream that is badass and a huge stage presence which makes lookin' at him even better!

But one thing that I just absolutely LOVE about him is his hair! The way it's done is just my favorite style ever. I don't even know what to call it but it's amazing! (Can you believe he use to be a redhead?)

Plus his sense of fashion (especially in the top 2 pictures) is awesome. Again, that rock n' roll clothing. The leather grey jacket with the studs, fingerless leather gloves, tight leather pants, long V-neck shirt, nail polish, plenty of accessories, and (which you can't see) he wears awesome rocker boots!

I would die for a wardrobe like this. I would wear this every single day and rock peoples cocks off!

...So all of this makes Adam Lambert the hottest guy ever?

                                                                                                                          Absolutely.

talking tats

I've always wanted to get a tattoo.. I think they are beautiful (if done for the right reasons). along with piercings (if done with the right fashion).

My only problem is I don't know what I want. That's why I'm not getting one as of right now, I'm waiting until something comes in my head and I know for a fact that I want that as an idea. I don't want to look for the idea. those people who get the stupid pointless tattoos. Like barbed wire around the wrist, or a fiery skull on the back of their neck, or pointless graffiti up their arm. I don't like that. I think it's stupid and pointless. Why put something on your body that will be there forever, if the only reason you got it is because "it looks cool" when in fact it doesn't.

That's why I greatly adore and respect this woman...

Kat Von D

Not only is she gorgeous.

But to her all of her tattoos mean something. Her body art tells a story of her life, of her experiences, of her inspirations, of her loves.

That's just amazing to me.

And also, a couple things I have to point out...

Just look at that hair!

How does that not kick ass?!

Also, the vibe she gives off just through pictures

She has that badass rocker look but she doesn't look trashy. Ya know what I mean?

Out of all fashion that I like in girls. The top one I'd have to say is badass rocker. With the tight leather, tattoos, maybe piercings, a wild hair due, and excess amount of accessories. (the rocker look, not slut look) That's my kind of girl!

But the thing she has to have to top it all off. "The Cherry on top of the cake" or however it goes.

A heartful smile that just makes you happy, that makes you smile just by the sight or thought of it, and that makes you never want to look away.

Also, a warmful heart that makes you happy, makes you smile just by the sight or thought of them, and that makes you never ever want to walk away.

I'm pretty sure those are the two things everyone looks for in someone. And I'm pretty sure some people don't have those things. (Like all the heartless assholes in this world these days).

But the only thing is.

Do you wait for her/him, or do you search for her/him?

How do you know if she/he is the one?

Answer: No one knows. Just got to live life and find out for your self.

The last half of this had nothing at all to do with the first half, it kinda veered (spelling?) off into something completely different.

Oh well, I'll try harder next time...

a part of it

So everyone has those things that they go to when they need entertainment or laughter. For some maybe it's funny youtube videos, for some maybe it's playing with the cat with your laser pointer or putting duct tape on your cats feet.

(Note: I play Starcraft 2, I think it's an amazing game. It's as competitive as anything else on the planet, it really gets your brain working and it's a great deal of fun)

For my entertainment and laughter I turn to this guy.

And this man is of course known as                                                 Sean "Day9" Plott

For those who is unfamiliar with him. He basically has this online TV show about starcraft 2. He talks about Starcraft 2 in depth and breaks it down so people can try and become a better player. He has a video on youtube "If you just look up day9 and go to his channel" that talks about his life and how starcraft influenced it. It's actually very interesting as nerdy as that sounds. But hey! Nerds kick ass!

Anyway... Day9 isn't just a starcraft teacher.... He is HILARIOUS! He's so random and so energetic. He is one of those people that you just can't not like. I hope to one day meet him and get his autograph and a picture with him because to me that would be like meeting and getting a photograph with a movie star or something.

But yes, if you are into starcraft and don't know who day9 is then look him up! And if you don't play starcraft.... Then play it! And then watch day9 because he's a badass.

Anyway... (I say that a lot)
He's my laughter bringer and entertainment whenever I am bored or other reasons that I can not think at the moment.

What's yours?

the trumpets sound

I just recently wrote this one not too long ago. It all came to me in about 5 minutes. Those are the best ones I think. Some might think "The more time you take on it. The better it's got to be".
I think it's better if it just comes to you. Because I think it's your subconscious emotion or something that kind of makes someone feel a certain way or something... I don't know! I'm just sayin' stuff.

Anyway....


The trumpets sound while flowers fall down the line
After tears and cries, now coated in black and white
They will all disappear as the memories unwind

The second beat holds the clock in a rhythm
A few seconds of time to break the patterns of rhyme
Of which shouldn’t be there to begin

a voice to inspire

Lately I've been in a musical mood. I've been listening to music, writing music, writing songs, playing music, thinking about how my future would be if I could "be like them."
I love to listen to the uniqueness, soulfulness, and the effortlessness in peoples singing voices. It's the voices that when I hear it I just think "Wow! Where do I learn how to do that?" It just has to come by nature; not practice. But it doesn't hurt to be greatly inspired by the amazing voices.



One of the big inspirations is Steven Tyler; the lead singer of Aerosmith.

His voice I'd say is one of the greatest voices in rock n' roll history. From Dream On to Cryin' to Don't Want To Miss A Thing. His voice is just unbelievable along with his vocal range. He can hit those high notes higher than any female I've ever heard in my life. Also, I am a very fashionistic person. And I have to say that Steven Tyler also has probably my favorite sense of fashion. If I could dress like anyone all the time it would definitely have to be him. With the rags, all the accessories, and the best part. His hair! If you look at the latest pictures of him and look at great shots of his hair. He has awesome feathers in it with beads and all these accessories in it that just make it look freakin' amazing! Now that's the kind of hair I want.

Another huge, yet more recent inspiration of voice is Christina Aguilera. First off she is just down right beautiful and she has one of those voices that when you hear it everyone just thinks to them self "Wow!" When she sings you can feel and hear so much emotion coming out of her voice that it draws you into the song more (a lot more on her later stuff than her early 20's pop stuff).

She stars (like I mentioned before) in one of my favorite movies; Burlesque! Although of course she doesn't sing the songs live in the movie it's still her singing and she really does sing that good live. She sang the national anthem last Superbowl I believe. And she did mess up the lyrics which everyone was freaking out over. When I was listening to it I didn't even realize she messed up. Her voice was so good and drew me in that I didn't care what words she was singing. I just loved to hear the voice. And that is still the best rendition of our national anthem that I have ever heard in my life.

Also in Burlesque and in real life as well; I love her sense of fashion as well as Steven Tylers! Especially her hair and makeup. If I were a girl I would base my sense of fashion and hair off of her.

As of now those are my big two inspirations. They will probably change in the next few months. But eh, oh well.

one of those times

The other day I was laying in bed and thinking. It was one of those times where I just couldn't sleep. I was thinking about life, love, happiness, and security. Sometimes (as emo as this might sound) It's hard for me to imagine myself having all of those. It's those times where my motivation and inspiration feel like they are at an all time low each time. I just want to sleep for years and years and not wake up. But then I do go to sleep, I wake up, and everything is a lot better. Maybe it's something about night time? I'm not sure.

But the other day I woke up and I still felt the same. I tried to play a little guitar and it felt like my fingers had a mind of their own and didn't want to move at all. I just thought about all the things that make me feel not happy inside. So I decided to watch a movie...

Usually when I feel like that I watch 500 days of summer (which is my all-time favorite movie for those who don't know) and it almost 100% always makes me feel way better. Unfortunately I didn't have that movie this time so I decided to watch the movie Burlesque. And that movie actually helped so much! It made me feel as good as I was the day before.

This is Christina Aguilera. She is the main character in burlesque. And after watching that movie I discovered how amazing her voice is! I have never really listened to her music before. Just a few songs. But this movie brings out her voice really good.

There is a song called Bound To You that's on the soundtrack that I am obsessed with at the moment and it's way good. I recommend everyone to listen to it.

P.S.

I find Christina Aguilera to be gorgeous! And not to mention her hair is just amazing.

One day I will meet her and get a picture with her.

song..?

So a while ago I was listening to Celine Dion. And something happened. Mid-way through the song I stopped it and all of this just came to my head and I was just writing and writing without even thinking. It's like I stepped out of my own body, and was looking down at my self just writing away. It's almost one of the best feelings ever because it kind of feels like you've achieved something great using only the knowledge that you have or something like that.

I originally wrote this as a song. But for the past few months I can't come up with any melody, or any rhythmic patterns or riffs on the guitar for it. After trying and trying, so I thought I would try and "Poemize" it. Hopefully it works out good.

       I got the idea from a friend who went through a very hard breakup. The song tells a story in a first person point of view. A guys' point of view. It's a story of how his girlfriend... his "Love of his life" breaks up with and he finds it extremely difficult to get over it. He keeps asking him self "Well what if I did this instead of this?" or "What if I were to say this instead of this?" all these "What if?" Questions. I think almost everyone who's ever had a relationship can understand. And throughout the song he ends up finding a way to get over her and accepts that what has happened has happened. Instead of being sad and depressed and mad at him self for "what if" he instead moves on with a smile on his face and knows the past is past and there is still a bright future ahead. I think that's what everyone's outlook on life should be. It might be really hard but if you can you should because it's probably worth it. Anyway here it is.



If every midnight awake turned to gold
It would be enough where you and I could always safely sleep together
If all the whispers we made became true
Then our hearts would beat in sync and every breath we took would only last forever

Now those days are gone we both have waken from a dream
I have always seen the moonlight in your eyes
Now that it has gone the magic turned and walked away


To turn it all back around
If I could run back in time
If I could do this again
Would you still walk away from me?

To remember our dreams
All the moments of soul
If I could make it all shine
Would you still walk away from me?


We thought we love
We thought we had it all right
There are things that still confuse me
And I never know why
Is everything all worth it?
Or is it time for me to say goodbye?

I guess I never knew you baby


Love can be hard
And it breaks you to tears
But it all turned to dust
Back when you walked away from me

How can I love again?
How can I be the same?
My life turned around
Back when you walked away from me


I had some time to think and time to realize
I had made myself into a slave
But now that it's all over I can finally breath again


To turn it all back around
If I could run back in time
I wouldn't change how we felt
I would still let you walk away

Just remember our dreams
And our moments of soul
We can look back and smile
At the day that we walked away


We thought we had love
We thought we had it all right
There are things that still confuse me
Now I never ask why
Everything was worth it
And the time I finally said goodbye

I just thought and smiled


At the times we had made
From the laughs that we shared
From the promise we made
Before you walked away from me

We had loved once before
We can love once again
We both choose to forget
And it's not hard to walk away

Moving on from the past
It's so simple to walk away

To forgive and forget
It's all worth it to walk away in the end

umm... amazing much?

So I went to the mall. Got my self a "Caramel Ice Storm" from the nordstrom coffee place. (Which is almost the best coffee ever!) I was sitting with a friend outside of nordstroms on some chairs next to a fireplace and I look across the distance, and at this store I've never heard of called "Mod Bod" or something, there was something that just amazed.

Yep, this is what amazed me! It's summer! And it's a pea-coat... sun dress type thing? I don't know but it is beyond beautiful! Sometimes I wish I could be a girl so I could wear stuff like this. But guys' fashion is pretty boring for the most part so I do what I can with it.

most recent obsession

 

        

               Lately I have been obsessing over different hair styles and fashion. I've been leaning greatly towards Zooey Deschanel's sense of fashion and her hair style. They just amaze me. Not to mention she has an amazing oldies-sounding singing voice.

learn how to fly

One by one, or all alone
The bird a-waits inside the nest
It feels so safe, it might feel strong
Until the monster will come to harm

What can they do but choose to jump
No prior knowledge of how to fly
They will flap their wings like from what they’ve seen
And might realize soon what they needed is gone

It might feel like the longest fall
That their thoughts and breaths will be left behind
They might feel there is no hope
For another chance to learn how to fly

But to open their eyes, to try again and again
The help of another could lift them up
Make them feel as if they are always safe
And can teach them how to learn to fly

summer

            

                   My favorite movie of all time some people may know is 500 days of summer. Every time I watch it makes me feel good about my self whenever I am feeling down. If you haven't seen it I highly suggest that you do.

those silly.. silly ravers

random blog? ..yes

what for might you ask? For one, a school paper I did for a class (this is a much shorter version of that paper)

I needed a new post on my blog so I posted this.

For some people out there. Mainly in the "rave" scene who go and take their pills, dance around, and think nothing of it.
I'm not a doctor, or a medicine addiction specialist, or anything like that.. I'm not even close. but I did my research, I read some books, and I took some classes. (No. I did not google search "ecstasy" to get the facts. I used more reliable sources)

For all you silly, silly ravers out there who hear someone say "They just did tests with ecstasy and it's proven to not really be that harmful" which is something I've heard dozens of times. Or I've heard "E isn't addicting, I can stop whenever I want, I just don't want to." I hear that with Marijuana and even cigarettes sometimes too.

The fact is that ecstasy IS ADDICTING! It's a drug. Definition of a drug? "A substance that alters the structure or functioning of the body" so yes.. it is a drug, some people don't think it's that harmful because it's a pill.

E is most commonly used in raves with people ranging from 12 years of age to 40 years of age. I don't know about you, but me personally? I find it disgusting, creepy, and just straight up wrong that people over the age of 18 go into raves to have fun, hang out, and dance with the little 12 or even 15 year olds. (and yes you are little) I mean really? Please, go and do something else with your time. That's just really weird. And if you're 12 to 17 years of age attending these raves... Don't be stupid. I would say the ability to make smart decisions is the best gift us humans have, so use it.

I posted this mainly to educate you people on this. Maybe before you go out and get your self addicted to drugs for recreational purpose, you will think again before doing something stupid. I have a little dream that maybe... just maybe I can live in a world where I'm not surrounded by 12 year old pot heads, or 17 year old alcoholics, or people who are totally oblivious to everything that's around them. I mean sure some people don't care, and that's cool and all but some day you will care so you're better off starting sooner than later when maybe it's too late.

The short term effects of ecstasy: (can include)
- Severe depression

- Excessive sweating (mainly when dancing at a rave) which could lead to dehydration

- Feeling of euphoria
- Increased blood pressure

- Increased heart rate
- Huge range of emotions

- Loss of appetite
- Anxiety
- Restlessness
-Insomnia
- Irritability

- Nausea
- In some cases, fainting, panic attacks, or seizures
- Another rare affect is hyperthermia. Which can rapidly lead to muscle breakdown, which could then result to kidney failure if not taken to the doctor asap.

The long term effects of ecstasy:
- Potential brain damage - affecting neurons that use serotonin to communicate with other neurons which then could lead to...
- Posthallucinogenic Perceptual Disorder. This is where people feel like they are locked into the effects of the drug, unable to escape. At some point they start to feel panicky, like everyone is out to hurt them. Then paranoid, then eventually their mood hits the skids. Often times the mood problems persist. Most of the time; depression.
- Long term use can also effect both your long term, and short term memory function.
- For a lot of well known medicine addiction specialists, and doctors they say the potentially life-long effects can usually start after 1 big hit, or 20 hits.

- And the worst one of all. Long term use of this drug can lead to death.

There are people out there who don't experience the long term effects, and there are some who don't get addicted to the drug right off the first hit. But there are some who get so depressed after the first hit that they have thoughts of suicide. So does that mean it's worth it? If you were to ask me I would say hell no.

Signs of addiction:
Yes this drug IS indeed, addicting. If you think otherwise you are wrong. Some signs of addiction.
- Being short on money, or having financial problems, but still finding ways to get your drug (often times through friends, or parents, or selling stuff just for rave money)
- Looking forward to the next hit of the drug, or planning a next time use of the drug and how many you will take. I would say every raver I've met that takes E does this. They get excited when it comes around to taking the drug again. That's a huge sign of addiction, although ravers might not agree, but then again, they think the drug isn't even dangerous in the first place.
-Being defensive about a possible addiction.

The Beneficial effects of ecstasy:
Absolutely NOTHING!

E is classified as a schedule 1 drug.

The articles, journals, and books I've read this information from is dated within the last year, January 2010. So if you read this please don't think "Those tests were done in 1995 they aren't accurate" If you still don't think after reading these facts that ecstasy is bad for you, then your just a typical person of teenage mind who believes you are invulnerable to any harm that a pill can do. I hear people say something along the lines of "Psh, that won't happen to me, I've done ecstasy many of times and I'm still alive." Yes, but there are heroin addicts out there who are still alive, so that must mean it's not that harmful right? ...yea I don't think so.

Just because your young that doesn't mean you're invincible.

If you are a raver, and you enjoy these effects of ecstasy, and you don't have a care in the world what it might do to you in the long run, then go be a raver. I'm not stopping you, I don't really care on a personal level. Just know what's going on before doing something stupid and put someone else's life in danger.

acting

I often think of my self as an actor.

My words, my smiles, my laughs, and jokes are all in a big long script and my job is to put on a great show. When I'm on-stage I show what people want to see, what I want people to see, what I wish was me. But when I'm off-stage the mask comes off, the costumes, and makeup.. There's always something deeper than that. I feel like I'm missing a part of something that I can't figure out, I don't really know what it is. But what I do know is that it's something I want to find. It's something that I hope is real. It's something that I'm sure everyone wants but can often be hard to grasp it. It's something that has no definition, no taste, or smell, or sight that can describe it. To me it's just...

Something I don't want to die never getting to know what it is.