not an average day

So I start my day here at one man band to drink a couple cups of coffee (Best coffee in the world! only one dollar for all you can drink) I had about 3 cups like usual and just chatted with the person working there that night. Who is a very cool guy.

After my coffee I decided that I need to go shopping for new clothes...

So I went to Kohl's and spent about 2 and a half hours shopping, trying on all sorts of pants and shirts and all this stuff and blah blah blah. And at the end just got these 2 shirts. I never realized how hard shopping can be until today... And it's kind of fun, I can't wait to go shopping next time.

It's not my usual day but I guess it was pretty fun.

- sometimes a day by your self can be relaxing, I recommend it. And yes, those pics were taken in the dressing room haha.

everything

The inspiring words of Pink Floyd

All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel
All that you love
All that you hate
All you distrust
All you save
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy
Beg, borrow, or steal
All you create
All you destroy
All that you do
All that you say
All that you eat
And everyone you meet
All that you slight
And everyone you fight
All that is now
All that is gone
All that's to come
And everything under the sun is in tune
But the sun is eclipsed by the moon

 

-there is no dark side of the moon really. matter of fact it's all dark

right?

hmm... good ol' holidays right? - I don't know.. not really, maybe next holiday...

- then again, many people probably don't consider the 24th of July to be a holiday..

anything

Before writing this one I was stumped, I couldn't think of a thing but for some reason I was still in a deep mood to write. So I asked a friend "Hey, what should I write about?" and in response got "I don't know, anything..." And I decided that is a great idea! so I wrote this one titled "anything"

If the roses grew in rainbow
and the grass would grow in blue
I would still not think of anything
unless anything was you

you are all I really think about
I don’t know how to say
Thoughts of you make it hard to write
Because you take my breath away

If each simple thought I wrote to you
Could take your breath away
Then I would write the world for you
And I would write it every day

- I know almost all of my stuff might relate to "love" in some matter, but for the most part that's all that i can write

maybe that's why..?

"who is the best looking disney princess ever?" - someone might ask..

- Though I must say Jasmine is a close call. I would definitely have to say Arial from the little mermaid...

If all the Disney princess's were real life people then I'd probably go crazy over her... Ff she wasn't a fish of course, haha. I mean I do have a thing for red heads and maybe that's why..? I don't know, but who cares!

-yes, I realize these are cartoons
- no I am not sexually attracted to them

yes, another one..

I write a lot about love and I can't say I've ever been in love. So I like to think of it as I write these so maybe one day there will be someone in my life that will put more meaning in them...

-Paint-
I’d never paint my windows where there’s no one else to see
I’d never paint my front door where there’s nowhere left to be
I’d never paint my fingers while the touch I have’s so real
I’d never paint my eyes shut, or paint my mouth over with steel

I would never paint the sun outside so the flowers grow in cold
I’d never paint the thoughts inside; I’d never leave it all untold
I would never paint the way you look, I would never paint your hair
I’d never paint the way it smells, or leave you thinking in despair

I’d never paint the life I have; I’d never paint all over yours
I would never paint on the clouds above; I’d never paint all on the floors
I’d never wait until you turn around and paint on you with black
Then give to you a silver crown and say I love you back

Some people paint the night time, some people paint the day
Some people watch the sunrise; others watch it fade away
Some people paint them selves because they don't know who they are

If I had the chance to paint on you, I’d paint you just the way you are

- it's kind of long but if you read it, I hope you like it

a touch to inspire

some inspirations of mine, who help build me into the person I am today. Not in a fake matter.. hence inspiration ..

-Lady Gaga-

"Love is like a brick. You can build a house, or you can sink a dead body"

lady gaga to me is a big influence because she uses her differentiality as a way to express her music. I heard her say in an interview at one time  
"The whole point in what I do, I want to create a space for my fans where they can feel free, and they can celebrate. Because I didn't fit-in in high school and I felt like a freak. So I like to create this atmosphere for my fans where they feel like they have a Freak In Me to hang out with"

-And not only that, but when I listen to her live performances the soul she brings into her piano when she plays and into the microphone when she sings is amazing. You can tell that she really loves her fans... In different ways she inspires me to help become who I am today.

-Jon Bon Jovi-

"Don't get too comfortable with who you are at any given time - you may miss the opportunity to become who you want to be"

Jon Bon Jovi is a huge influence on the way I think about life and how to view it. He inspires the way I write my songs, and my poems. And an even bigger influence on how I try to show my physical appearance.. But the main thing that inspires me are the lyrics in his songs. They are so unique to where anyone can relate to any one of his songs to a past story in their life or even a fantasy in their head. And the way he sings the song is with so much heart.. If I could choose to be as good as any one singer, it would be Jon Bon Jovi.

-David Gilmour, and Pink Floyd-

"There is no dark side of the moon really. Matter of fact it's all dark"

Now David Gilmour all around; along with Pink Floyd, are probably my biggest all time influences. The lyrics Pink Floyd has in their songs are very deep and meaningful. and David Gilmour's guitar playing is like no other. When he plays you can feel the songs and the solo's. To a lot of people Pink Floyd is just noise but to me they are a huge inspiration mainly on the way I play instruments and the way I put metaphorical speaking into a lot of things that I write. If someone were to ask me my all time favorite band it would be Pink Floyd without a doubt.

- r.i.p richard wright (1943 - 2008) your music will live on.

forever dream

as the longest days have passed
the midnight turns the hour
the burning heart which froze the mind
still inside would light the fire

a mouth closed tight, too scared to move
try instead to smell the flowers
wonders fly and secure the thoughts
but will sometimes fail to care

feel some empty hands or a lonely hold
of the stars that fill the nights
or jump off the world and take a chance

toward a forever dream, or a days worth fall

-my personal favorite