an art to inspire

So recently I've had a brand new love, not an obsession this time, but a love for body art. People look at body art in totally different ways. Some people may look at it as edgy, or rebellious, or some even think it's satanic. And the personality people put on these people are "Oh, they must be trouble makers who get out of their way to get into trouble" Or if you're in Utah then tattoo's and piercings usually mean that you do drugs, you drink, you don't give a shit about anyone and you don't have a soul. But all of this definitely isn't true.
People look at it in their own way but for me... I think it's beautiful. Just absolutely beautiful.

I'm also in LOVE with "Crazy" hair colors. When people have that style that is just so out there I just love it. Like this girl I saw a picture of...

This girl is probably my exact type! The crazy blue hair and the pale white skin... Talk about beautiful!

And that's just the hair! Here is another pic of what else I just absolutely LOVE...

I don't care what anyone thinks... Tattoo's are just beautiful! People may think she's over doing it but I think it's perfect.

Another thing that I think is down right gorgeous are piercings. For me, I think it's easy to over do it on the piercings but if done right it can look so beautiful..

This is about the best picture I could find. But I LOVE the piercings! The septum and angel bites are my absolute favorite. And I think she looks beautiful. To me, it makes her have a feminine look. But that's just me.

loving just a moment

This one is inspired by my experience of my California trip.


Making high the level of how well you see things clear
There are few who break the lyrics down
And hold the feeling near

For all the years your bullshit tears cry for no tomorrow
Today is yet to finish and the past is now a song

You'll sing your crazy heart out but you'll never sing along
'Cause with the rhythm of the moment
You feel as nothing can go wrong

I've had my highs and a number of lows
This one seemed quite content
To stroll on home with just a memory
And a kiss I can't forget

inspiration

You must find your inspiration
Who can hold your head up high
When life decides to be a bitch
They'll be there by your side
All it takes is some time to think
Of the reason why you're here
'Cause to someone somewhere you always matter
Though to you it's not so clear
They'll sometimes say it's the thought that counts
Because your thoughts are always true
They can lead you back to inspiration
To help you finish finding you

holding inside

Dancing in the fires
Sleeping in the rain
Loving in the sunshine
Only thinking it's a shame

To live is to love
For love just to die
To die starts the crying
What you're holding inside

Just let it all out
Go dance in the rain
Cry your tears in the fires
And let your laughter remain

hours of something

It's been quite a while since I posted something. I wrote this recently about what I'm basically feeling in a more metaphoric matter pretty much...


Hours of fantasy and weekends of thoughts

Of how or if I will ever be

Each morning on sunrise I still feel the same

I think "Is this what I want or is there something else more?"
It's a war in my head

It's a weight on my back

It's a strong state of balance just to see through the cracks to a whole different world

It's a world with a princess with the most perfect heart

Where there's happiness growing

There's nothing to fear

Except never quite knowing where I could start

Then the second I think I might of figured it out

Life hits me again and I can't find my way out

It's lonely and cold with nothing around but the thoughts in my mind and my feet on the ground

I feel like there's a moral but it still seems so unclear

Though I tell this poem everyday, the passion disappears